In my life i am blessed.

showered with beauty and untold prosperity
yet i suffer from discontent.
always wanting more
looking around at what else is going on.
I am unfocused and wrestless.
This brings a great sadness
No community
No home
No absolute moments
over indulged with self pity.

I begin to see, begin to break through the illusion only to spiral downwards, spinning my focus out and reflecting on my place within the world.

My place is here. my place is my moment. nothing external can be my home.

i find peace within and feel my existance in the earth, with the earth. she is my mother, my energy, i cradle in her warm arms.